caught up in the middle

music :: william hung - rocket man

beatrice is being so nice and sending me
william hung songs ! haha. and its so so
cute ! :D my bro's so determine to
get hold of his album. fwah.

suddenly i feel like im having some brain
block and i dunno what to type alla sudden.
hahs. i hate myself these few days. and
i dunno why but im just feeling so.. low ? =/
had chem test today. covalent bonding and
ionic bonding ? i got mixed up. how to pass
now ? :(( lunch in sch with oli, denise, surina,
nat and i cant rmb whether varsha was there.
BAD memory. =X

and yay ! no sch tmr for all KCians. im so sick
and tired of sch. hahs.

whateverrrr

i swear parkway's ban mian cannot be
trusted. ate that for lunch ytd and it
should be the cause of my diarrhoea.
hahas. :| gave sch a miss today cos
of my bad diarrhoea. hahs. =X

stayed home and rot my life away today.
and im so freakin' DEAD. i forgot all bout
my F&N coursework and i dun have any
ingredients. and olivia helped me and
we create a new dish with all the stuffs
we can get. LOL ! ((: that funny thang.

aint in a good mood today. some stuffs
happened and yeah, dun wanna talk
bout it. guess im off ta bed now. (:

[Intro]
I don't understand why
See it's burning me to hold onto this
I know this is something I gotta do
But that don't mean I want to
What I'm trying to say is that I-love-you
I just I feel like this is coming to an end
And its better for me to let it go now
than hold on and hurt you
I gotta let it burn

[Verse 1]
It's gonna burn for me to say this
But it's comin from my heart
It's been a long time coming
But we done been fell apart
Really wanna work this out
But I don't think you're gonna change
I do but you don't
Think it's best we go our separate ways
Tell me why I should stay in this relationship
When I'm hurting baby, I ain't happy baby
Plus theres so many other things I gotta deal with
I think that you should let it burn

[Chorus]
When your feeling ain't the same
and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz
the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Deep down you know it's best for yourself
but you hate the thought of her being with
someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

[Verse 2]
Sendin' pages I ain't supposed to
Got somebody here but I want you
Cause the feelin ain't the same find myself
Callin' her your name
Ladies tell me do you understand?
Now all my fellas do you feel my pain?
It's the way I feel
I know I made a mistake
Now it's too late
I know she ain't comin back
What I gotta do now
To get my shorty back
Ooo ooo ooo ooooh
Man I don't know what I'm gonna do
Without my booo
You've been gone for too long
It's been fifty-leven days, um-teen hours
Imma be burnin' till you return (let it burn)

[Chorus]
When your feeling ain't the same
and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz
the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn (let it burn, let it burn, you gon'learn)
Let it burn (gotta let it burn)
Gotta let it burn

Deep down you know its best for yourself
but you hate the thought of her being with
someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

[Bridge]
I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me
that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (ooooh)
I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me
that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (yeah)

[Breakdown]
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh oooh
Ooh ooh oooh (can ya feel me burnin'?)
Ooh ooh ooh oooh ooh oooh

So many days, so many hours
I'm still burnin' till you return

[Chorus]
When your feeling ain't the same
and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz
the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Deep down you know it's best for yourself
but you hate the thought of her being with
someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

these chicks dont even
know the name of my band

church was boring today. aint got much
ta blog about. lunch after church with
audre and joanna. alphonso went off
in the bus. lols. ;)

didnt do much today. practically slacked
the whole day. told olivia i studied ytd and
she said its a guiness world record. maha.
HEY, i AM studying now. =P ass. met that
shithead at parkway. we've got fate eh ?
lols. ((:

zonked; confusion*

lifestyles of the rich and famous

DROBS* outing today was goot ! ((: haha.
met olivia, denise and surina first on the
36 bus and the bus driver just had to make
a BIG fuss over ez-link cards and all that.
even said bout black-listing others wit my
card but HELLO !? just cos i cover my face
on the card ? goodness. lols. everyone
just started staring when the bus driver
sorta SHOUTED at me. >:( grr.

walked around with them first. lunch at
long john's. and went to play at the arcade.
it was fun ! :D waited for bell and beatrice
to come and we went to talk neos. turned
out really nice ! ((: heh. spent quite alot on
neos and me and olivia took again. maha.
walked to the jammin' studio and all of us
were just snapping pics away. fwahh, was
great fun.

jammin' was fun and we were trying to play
lifestyles of the rich and famous. rahh, tried
the drums and gee, difficult ? hahs. played
the bass after that. whee. pastamania for
dinner and hang around for a while. went
to edo sushi with bell, beatrice and celest
while the rest headed back hm. im totally
shagged. :| and sch agn tmr ? -faints

just need a lil understanding from you*

toasts and bananas

just caught william hung on teevee. hahas.
((: almost everyone is at the EMDD now
and here i am online; blogging. boringgg.
400 students actually didnt come to school.
comp came back ytd with nothing deleted.
surprisingly. haha. :D

shouldnt haf gone sch today. was sucha
waste of time. ms yuhana was being quite..
argh. separated me and olivia from sitting
together. lols. sch ended early today at 11plus.
really regretted going to sch. hahs. went
parkway with denise, olivia and surina for
lunch. ate at macs and headed down to tm.

jamming tmr with the drobs ! whee. heh.
gonna take group neos as well. ((: sorry
shuneng for cancelling the windsurfing
thing AGAIN. =X will make it up to you soon
alrite ? :D heh.

screw you

comp's down with a virus and i havent gone online
for like 4 days or so i think. using my sis's laptop
now and she'll scream when she finds me using
it when she comes back. hahs. =X and ALL my
songs are deleted ! grr. all 800+ of them. gotta
download all over agn. damn it.

and OH, good stuff happened to denise today !
-winks ((: well, not THAT good actually. went for
lunch at macs with a whole bunch of ppl. eileen
just came back from bangkok and bought me
some stuffs ! yay. haha. :D a day of nothingness
in sch today. didnt haf lessons and most of the
tchers didnt come in to class due to the emdd
stuffs. ah wells, had great fun in class. ((:

stomach aint feeling too good these days. and
exams are so around the corners. :( time for
some serious studying. hahs.

kukubrain :: assholeee. =P

poke your nose elsewhere

peggy tan's sucha bitch. :| out to torture
me with all the corrections i gotta do. grr.
sch was shit today. weather was hot and
was feeling super tired and stuff.

oli, denise and surina cancelled tuition last
minute and bumped over to my place and
we watched the passion of christ ! ((:
hahas. quite an okae movie though the
starting was quite boringg. hehs. learnt
quite a bit from the show. love ur enemies ?
hahas. we were sorta OWW-ing away when
it was the part when jesus got tortured. :|
and guys, shall sing our song of the week*
tmr ya ? -winkks :D

dont treat me like a fool*

you're it;
you're the ultimate

not really in the mood to blog now.
just kinda pissed off with my parents.
blaming me for so many things. over
and over again. =\\ RAH, nvm bout it.

You're it, You're the Ultimate,
It's automatic I'm sure of it.
No lie, So don't even try
To tell me that you're not the guy.
Cuz I've been waiting all my life
for someone just like you,
But you're it..You're the Ultimate you.

smoke on the water

am watching the NKF show now. and
sharon au's walking on swords (?!)
and she's OUCH-ing away. goodness. :|
today's boring. church was super long
in the morn. went to search for easter
eggs after that but couldnt find any. :
and i didnt update bout my day out wit
olivia ytd ! fwah. went to ps to register
the drums stuff first and we walked to
town. olivia that BUM wanted to
take MRT when town is just walking
distance from ps. complained her life
away. -_-

walked around cine, heeren and after
that went taka for an early dinner.
bumped into some familiar faces too.
headed to paragon to search for easter
eggs and i bought this really CUTE
spongebob easter egg ! last egg
and i bought it straightaway. ((: hahas.
back to cine to play a bit of arcade. lols !
and we took neos too. (: hilarious. and
and and that gay we saw ! -_- LOL. =X

shall go study for the lit test tmr.
and make a phonecall too. :D

love is only a feeling
drifting away

attended good friday service in the morn
and my dad was like telling me its a MUST
to fast and i did fast for the whole mornin'
plus afternoon. came home and realised
that he actually didnt fast cos he couldnt
tahan. and after church he went opposite
to eat katong laska. -_- so much for a must.

hahas. so in the end he brought me to eat
pasta. ate at moonfish (?). haha. =X
food was pretty nice and we wasted abt
half an hr finding the car cos my dad couldnt
rmb where he parked it. -faints lols !

grr. friendster is lagging, as usual. haha.
silly kukubrain called me just now. (:
silly girl she is. went her* place after church
and just bummed around. lols. took bus back
while she went to parkway. heh. -yawnns

are you afraid of being alone ?
duffy just bit me on my left hand and
theres this scar on on hand on. ouch.
shoot him, my whole hand is numb
now and i cant type properly. bleeding
like mad now. =| grr. %(#*@.

finally i changed my template. was
sick of the old one alr. oh wells, this
one aint that nice. will change it when
theres time. =\\ e math test tmr. gee.
didnt really haf the mood to practice
and stuff. yawns.

i hate this life of mine.

R You are a social butterfly.
H You are not judgemental
O You are very open-minded
N You like to work, but you always
want a break
D You have trouble trusting people
A You can be very quiet when you
have something on your mind.

olivia got this thang from friendster.
oh wells, she thinks its quite accurate.
maha. maybe ? ((:

let it burn, let it burn

this morn was rather fucked up. oh wells, dun
really wanna talk bout it anymore. haha. nothin'
much happened in class. just the usual boring
classes. =\ lols.

had a good lunch with bell, denise, oli and surina
after sch. the steamboat was some good shit
pls ! but somehow, i had a real bad tummyache when
i came back home. maha. =X oli and i bought our
freezeball. ((: went mph to get some stuffs,
walked around and went back home after that. rahh,
maths test tmr and i dunno how to do this and that.

shoot me.

It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It’s so much easier to go
Then face all this pain here all alone

Something has been taken
from deep inside of me
A secret i've kept locked away
No one could never see
Wounds so deep they never show
They never go away
Like moving pictures in my head
For years and years they've played


If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
If I could take all the shame to the grave I would
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all the shame to the grave

oli invades again!
decided to pop by here, muh fren! since im kinda
bored right now. hrm. da oreo prank was gd man!
fwaha. shangri even came up and begged for one,
and plus shud see her facial expression- total twisted.

im not turning up for da 2.4 test shiat tmr. aint gonna
get up early in da morning and test ppl?! grr. and
considering siva was gd man! cud trick us yesterdae.
i swear i was panickin like shiat for da test. ok im
talkin bout muh life. fwaha. so ya, drob planned a
hugeee surprise for surina! cuz it s her burfday
today =) and wee ha. it sure works! glad she liked
da present. tat jammer. uploaded da pics already.
go haf a look, ppl!! =)

loggin off. later like spasm again, muh eye keeps
blinking. bahhaa. nap time.

teen drinking is very bad
yo I got a fake id though

so the geog test was just a false alarm. wasted my
time studying. oh wells, its good for the mid-years.
(: heh. sch was hella fun today ! april fools and oli
brought some oreos to sch and replaced the cream
with toothpaste and went around giving
everyone class and recess. lols ! bell flood her oreo
cream with SO much salt and prissy even ate it with
no reaction. how no fun and she even said it was
nice while other SPITTED it out immediately. fwahhs.
the toothpaste one smelt so.. disgusting. =|

loads and loads of hw piled up for today. guess i
better log off soon. printing my FNN stuffs now.
PFT after sch today. i suck at the incline pull-ups. :(
mooha. went to trim my hair after that ! still looks
the same though. my dad thinks he could have cut
my hair MUCH nicer and free of charge. :| lols. cant
trust his haircuts. =P heh. ate dinner with bell and
met varsha at parkway. (:

omg. paul sent me this file which was supposingly
a GAME file and it turned out to be some GHOST
file. got some files like these before but just that
this time it took quite some time before the THING
pops up on ur screen. god, the thing popped up
and i ran outta my room like some coward. :| my
dad was like thinking what happened man. gee.
LOL. just wanna kill paul now. oh wells, gotta go
off now.

happy april fools ! (: